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Being me, lol.

 I'm back...again...lol.

This time...well I say it now when I mean it...  but I'm going to try to stick to writing more often. I have good plans, but my excuses are way better. That's a lie, don't believe it. I just get distracted and can't seem to organize anything or stick to any type of routine, unless its morning, afternoon, and evening coffee making...that I do stick to. The phrase does say "If they wanted to, they would" my coffee must be pretty important.

What to write about today?

 I think I have an addiction. You Tube! 😆 Oh yes, it's an addiction. Tot just for videos but the information it provides. Endless!! You tube is like a library with endless knowledge that is growing every second. UHH. The stuff I'll never know saddens me a little. Thinking back to when I first discovered YouTube, I would watch funny videos, they would cheer me up when I needed a good laugh. Now for laughs I just read back through my old blog posts...so funny. There's one video that would make me laugh so hard I would have tears running every time I watched it. I don't know why it was so funny. A guy on a treadmill...This is the video... (13 years ago, wow) I think the finniest part is him looking back like someone is chasing him...lmao!   https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6DsQi39qzaE&t=1s&pp=ygUraHR0cHM6Ly93d3cueW91dHViZS5jb20vd2F0Y2g_dj02RHNRaTM5cXphRQ%3D%3D

The videos I watch (listen to) now are just talking while I do my cleaning, like podcasts, audio books, self-help.  I'll watch exercise videos sometimes too, (exercise for a day or 2...) what cures what, and DIY builds (my fav). Yeah, I can pretty much say I probably have my 12 years in on studying for my PhD too (via YouTube). I could be a licensed doctor, or therapist by now. LOL If they made schooling like You Tube...everyone would have a degree. I really need my own podcast or get a book published...whew I have so much to say, and no one here wants to hear it. Sad... So, I write down what I think about or my complaints, then it's off my chest and out of my head, and if I post it...just maybe someone out there can get something good out of it or it might spark something in them to start writing. lol 

I used to listen to my tarot readings too, well not mine personally, just the Gemini tarot. (I'm a Gemini, a good one...yes, they do exist..lol) Those dang things are pretty accurate most of the time. I haven't watched them in a few years but one popped up on my suggested videos and it was crazy how it was about everything I'm going through. I thought it was weird since I don't watch them anymore. I guess I was meant to hear that message. I believe we receive messages in a time of need to guide our thoughts in the right direction. I need a little nudge sometimes to remind me to get back on track. A prime example...just look at what I've wrote in this little bit of time here, I don't even know how many subjects there is..lol  I just want to talk I think.... about anything. I think I'm starting to figure out why no one wants to listen...there's too many subjects that doesn't really have any value or meaning. Just blabber. 

I wonder (I do that quite a bit), if I met me, would I like me? hmmm.... Oh yes! definitely! but Im sure I'd find something to be jealous of, even if it was an exact replica. The other me might have more time for herself...lol   Two of me may be one too many.. lol.  

Thought..."lol" is laugh out loud...I don't actually laugh out loud when I write it, well, maybe sometimes... but what else would you put? A "G" for giggle? "SWT" smile with teeth?  The 90's "ha ha"?  I really liked that one though, I still use that one from time to time. Ok, so we need a [ha ha] keyboard button! oh and a [...] button... I love the 3 dots... it's my short pause before I rare back and Laugh Out Loud.     ...LOL 

Then...Emojis were created and took away the imagination. 

OH Light bulb! the 3 dots could be the name of my book I will never write...LOL  ha ha.   

I need to reread what I wrote and actually laugh out loud every time I come across "lol' I use it way too much I know, like im trying to tell you to laugh or when to laugh like a script for a play. I apologize if its a little too much for the non-laughers.    Oh lord its late, he he. don't send the white coats just yet.


Location: West Virginia, USA

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