87rose

 I might change a few things in this poem, wrote it in about 10 minutes. Hold'em... or its over. When i look in the mirror i no longer see the girl that used to look back at me i often wonder who she is these days... and why she isn't the same. Silence and solitude has broke her down the smile she wore has turned upside down her heart is no longer used for love anymore... its now just a chip in the game My jokes are not as funny as they used to be my laugh is annoying in his eyes, i see my body seems to turn him off these days... i guess i'm not his kind What went wrong in the last few years i don't bitch, do drugs, or cry many tears I had a baby, gained weight, and cut my hair... maybe that changed his mind I'm no longer wild and i'm not hard to get the hand is all over and hes won all bets he knows where i'm at all hours of the day... well, thats all about to change. Well, i won't be sitting home anymore gettin a sitter fo...