I'm not a neat freak or anything, but my house isn't filthy gross either..well until this nice weather wants to pop in and and shine its light and say hey, looky here at the cob webs in the corner...oh and here at the dust on these pictures..and don't forget the fingerprints all over the windows, (from my 4 year old heathen that doesn't leave anything alone, especially when its clean).
I had took down some pictures from my wall today, i'm not kidding .... the picture was still there!! there was an outline of dust where the picture had been....I stood there with my mouth open ....I don't know where this dust is coming from.. i swear i can dust today and have my tables covered tomorrow. I am getting rid of my carpet and putting down hardwood floors in my living room and dining room. I just can't take it.
I started looking around in the rooms I don't go in on a regular basis...I'm ashamed of myself! the cob webs have took over the corners. And the little things, why women love knick knacks...i'll never know, its just alot more cleaning involved. So guess what i'm doing tomorrow....yep...spend the day cleaning...oh joy!! And whoever decides to visits during my cleaning spree is getting a cleaning rag slapped in their hands.
And heres another flaw this beautiful weather shows....how stupid my makeup looks..I don't think its me, surely i haven't forgot how to put on makeup. Yeah in the bathroom it looks great, you think, hmm i look pretty young today (30 looking like 20)....well take the mirror outside and tell yourself that...your numbers will change..(30 but really looking like 60 trying to look 20) every wrinkle shows.....and then you think to yourself, how many people have seen me in the sunlight with this make up on?....uugghh.....no wonder i'm a hermit.
We were taught, as kids, to pray for things the we want to see, have or what we want to turn out. So many prayers seem as though they go unanswered but God will only grant you what you see yourself worthy of. Imagination is a powerful thing. Everything we see that was built by man started in a mind first, a dream, or a desire. God is our father. If I wanted to give my child something they longed for and they turned their head in shame as though they were not worthy of it, it would break my heart. How would I know they really needed it if they didn’t ask for it or seen themselves worthy of having it? Turn to your father, ask for forgiveness, not just because you have done wrong but ask for forgiveness that you feel the shame inside, the regret, the missed opportunities that you gave up. Ask for forgiveness that you never had faith that God was leading you all long and you ignored the blessings because someone told you that you weren’t worthy. Know your worth and give thanks t...
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UGH!!!!